I love it when I fall back to sleep in the morning. It always seems to toss me into a state of lucid dreaming, where's I'm aware that I'm dreaming but still only have minor control over the results.

Tonight I had a pretty messed up dream and I want to write down as much of it as I can remember before It fades.

Things from the dreams:
*A group of beasts. They had bodies of some furry four legged animal. Shaped almost like a horse but more vicious. The heads were like birds or dogs. They had wings, red eyes and could fly. It was also dark outside, towards the top of a mountain with wind and rain everywhere.

*My old computer teacher (and friend) from highschool was at a party I ended up talking to him about current lovelive issues.

*My first girlfriend; an ex and dear friend whom I recently had the opportunity to spend time with, only to find that I still have strong feelings for her and that we still click really well. (though she's just started seeing someone else) She was at the party as well, running around a lot and talking to people, she was friendly but didn't say anything significant to me. I belive at one point I told my teacher that I was in love with her and want to marry her someday. Odd.

*A football game in a gym with the New England Patriots. I was only a spectator...I really am not a fan of football.

*Somewhere along the way there was a bit of asian cinema, and a full live mech suit in some warehouse/

*My Grandfather. Grandpa was there as I haven't seen him in years. He was able to talk clearly answer my questions, and even show a bit of wit in answering with a few jokes. My grandpa has been slowly deteriorating before my eyes for the past 10 years, and it's eaten at me for just as long. We had always been close and now he has dementia and can barely remember who anyone is anymore. To see him okay again...was a shock I wasn't ready for. I remember telling him I love him and giving hima hug before fading to the next dream.

*My friend Emily, whom I've suspected may have been upset with me, wasn't talking to me. Something sparked her attention though, the taste of a piece off an edible plant or something. She ended up talking to me on the phone a bit, but nothing was resolved. I think my memories are starting to fade already.

*My ex-gf (whom I have not been speaking with) decided to talk to me. I almost felt like speaking to her at the time, maybe apologizing for cutting off ties to her (a choice I made because she was too volitile to deal with on an even friendly basis) but then she went on a rant about it. Went on and on about this and that about me, sarcastically pretending say she'd marry me someday before turning it around and just generally being a bitch as usual and finishing off saying she'd be with another guy etc. By the end I really didn't want to speak with her afterall, promptly told her I really didn't care either way, and left.

*A man delivered something to my house. He insisted that someone else other than myself and my family lived there. There was a different number on the house though and the delivery was my dad's spare car key.

*In another dream-segment there was a riot or something at the house soon after. People, some with baseball bats, surrounded the doorway as they drove yellow schoolbusses with hazard lights flashing into, around, and out of my driveway, completely blocking it off.

Anyway, it feels really wierd to type all this stuff out here, but I needed to get it down and there was no other place I could think of to put it. I have no idea really what any of it could mean if it could mean anything. I guess and added bonus of posting it here is allowing all you fine people to offer interpretations (as dangerous as THAT may be). Dreams are interesting things, for I'm not sure as to what they actually ever show us.

I should probably think on this dream some more, I feel like it may be able to help me somehow.